PureImagination

your blog is amazing! i love it.. the first thing i think when i see one of your fanfics is everytime the same: ohh no it's so long, i shouldn't read that.. have to do some other things. but than i decide to read the first few sentences and than i just think: omfg it's soo nice I shouldn't go to gym right now, can go later :D

Tue, 10 Jul 2012 11:44:23 -0400

hahaha aww thank you :} I really appreciate it!

its been a little slow here lately xD but im still around haha

Too Late - my 12:30 am War Horse Fanfic

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 14:14:00 -0400

”James!” A shrill woman’s voice cried in despair. “Don’t go!” The woman was pleading, begging, trying to be strong and failing.

The tall thin captain, in full uniform and ready to do the exact opposite as she was asking, crossed the room to her. He tried to take her into his arms, where her small frame fit so perfectly, where she had previously felt safety and warmth.

“Emma,” he cooed “You know I have to…” the hurt shown clearly like a mirror through his blue eyes. This was hurting him as much as it was hurting her.

The woman pushed him away, against her every instinct and every ounce in her being. More than anything she wanted him to hold her now, and never let go of her.

“But why?” She demanded “You’re going to DIE out there James! I KNOW it. I just know!” Emma’s voice was angry now because he was giving her that look. That look that said you’re being foolish and I don’t know what to do.

But she wasn’t crying. James thought he might have preferred tears to this… this defiant strength.

“You dont know that. Plenty of men don’t die in wars, darling. Besides… I’ve already been given orders.”

The small woman before him crossed her arms over her chest, lifting one hand to press against her lips as if she were silencing an ocean of words.

“I’m going to lose you” she whispered finally. “You’re going to leave me here all alone. I can’t do this without you.” Emma looked up at him now, no more anger in her eyes; only sadness. It broke James’s heart more than any yelling, or rage, or hateful words could have done. It was the eerie calmness she suddenly had as if she simply looked into the future and knew. He stared at her, his mouth half open as if there were possibly something he could say to that.

“You don’t have any faith that I’ll survive?” he asked finally with a forced smile. A joke, to try and relieve some tension.

“I have plenty of faith in you, love. What I don’t have faith in is war, and battles, and countries using soldiers like a child’s game to do the work for them. This is bigger than before, James… Oh James…” Finally she went to him, hugging him fiercely to her. In that moment she took in his familiar scent, his warmth, the sound of his heart keeping precious time. “James.” she whispered again, tears finally making their way to well up in her eyes but she fought them bag. “Please.”

“My dear,” James murmured, frowning and holding her as tightly as he could. He kissed the top of her head, stroking her soft brown hair. She smelled of vanilla and pomegranates, love, familiarity. Her unwavering fear and concern was beginning to shed light on some things he had previously been trying to supress.

A woman. Each man he would meet and each man he would steal life from, each man who would die in this war, would have a woman like this. A magnificent creature of deceiving strength. Perhaps they would be mothers, sisters, daughters even. Or simply lovers.

He imagined thousands of these women, angry and scared, crying, begging their men to stay, not go away to fight. As if all of them could simply reach into the future with their minds and see the end. Those men would not listen. And many of those men would never return to those wonderful women again.

He imagined thousands of women, crying, screaming, grieving. He imagined Emma among them. All weeping for their thousands of foolish soldiers who ran off to serve another woman - their countries.

If we all just listen to our women and stay home, maybe we wouldnt even have a war to fight in the first place, James thought as he clung to Emma.

He would be the reason many of those women would be robbed of beloved family and dear ones. And maybe he would be one of those men. Leaving his love to pick up the pieces and live without him, eventually finding a new man to care for her, maybe one that would listen.

“I’m so sorry” James gasped, swallowing the lump in his throat.

When she pulled away to look up into his face, he expected anger or more lectures. All he saw was her raw terror, and her sadness - so much sadness, that he reflected right back in his own eyes - but he also saw her unfailing love. And together their hearts broke as one.

“I know” she replied softly, brushing away the tear that had escaped to drift down his handsome face. She straightened his jacket lapels, patting them down, taking all of him in as fast as she could as she knew their time together was fleeting.

“I know you have to go. I just pray you will return to me.” she gave him a sad smle as she reached up to hold his face between her hands.

“I love you James Nicholls” Emma went on, her voice trembling now. “Come back to me.”

“I love you too. I will come back to you Emma, I wll.” James replied, taking her hands gently in his own and kissing them before pulling her to him again to kiss her fiercely on the mouth.

Emma was done with her resistance. It was obviously of no use. So she surrendered and clung to the last beautiful moments with him. She would not ruin their goodbyes with resentment and anger.

They their lips separated at last, James rested his forehead against hers and sighed, closing his eyes and breathing her in. He was scared. Scared to lose her, scared she was right, scared of all the lives he would end, scared of what would happen to her if he died.

After he left the house, Emma stared after him in the doorway long after he was out of sight. Only then did her tears fall, viciously without mercy. She was prepared for the worst, but would be praying with all her might for a safe return.

Everything James did after that point he did as if he wasnt really sure what was real anymore. He purchased a fine horse and broke a boys heart - in turn a mother’s heart as well. Did it ever end? And he hadn’t even been to battle yet.

He kept himself busy, distracting himself from all his fears.

But all too soon the first plan of attack was upon him. His first battle of this new war.

It was a surprise attack, on six hundred men. They wouldn’t be prepared, or even see them coming. Why couldnt they just have honest and valiant battle? Face to face? But alas, this was war. There were no rules here.

As they charged the camp, James imagined all the men currently alive and breathing, who would soon be dead at his hand. Their faces burned in his mind as he struck down one after the other, from the back of his strong horse. Then as they drove the frightened Germans into the forest, he saw the guns hidden in the brush, taking down everyone in their path.

This was it.

The realization hit him so strongly he nearly fell from his mount without any aid from the enemy.

It was a trap. There would be no escape. Emma was right. Emma.

He was reduced from a war hero to a mere boy in that instant.

NO. He thought, not yet. I promised her.

He wanted to turn back time, or simply to flee, to crawl back to her and beg forgiveness, hold her and never let her go.

It was too late.

She Is Life Itself

Sat, 23 Jun 2012 02:06:42 -0400

Chris and Susan had just spent the weekend at Susan’s parents’ house. Both of them had their own reasons for wanting to go visit and not surprisingly the trip went quite well. Chris’s charm and good manners instantly won over Susan’s mother - not that she needed much winning over in the first place. Susan’s father played a little hard to get for a while but not even he could resist Chris’s charisma. The two hit it off and often enjoyed a beer over a sports game or sat outside and talked. They talked a lot. Susan’s mother took her out a little more than usual and Susan just assumed it was because she had missed her and were so happy she had finally found someone so amazing like Chris.

It really was a wonderful trip and both of them couldn’t have been happier with the way things had turned out. Things were going well between Chris and Susan in general. After the Avengers incident, Chris had more than made it up to her and made sure nothing like that happened again- and it didn’t, even when he was filming his next movie: Snow White and the Huntsman. Susan’s school work had been going well and she was pleasantly surprised at how great life had been lately. They hadn’t argued or had any issues recently and the trip to see her parents was just what they needed. She felt unstoppable. And she was. She was graduating at the top of her class with her masters degree. Chris couldn’t be prouder of her.

The premiere for Snow White was coming up and Chris casually mentioned it over breakfast.

“So, there’s this big party this weekend” he said nonchalantly as he shovelled eggs into his mouth. His work out schedule along with all the filming he was doing left him eternally hungry. Susan giggled at him, taking lady like bites herself.

“Oh yeah?” she replied, her eyes twinkling playfully up at him across the table.

“Yeah. Some movie came out or something….” Chris smirked playfully at her. “I was wondering if maybe you’d want to go with me?” Susan shrugged, pretending to turn her attention back to her eggs. She hadn’t been to a premiere before. Chris had invited her of course to Thor, as she had played a major role in helping him be the best god of thunder he could be. And then there was the Avengers but something had always come up. A paper she had to write by midnight or a book she hadn’t finished yet.

She had gotten to spend a lot of time on set so it wasnt like she was completely absent from Chris’s acting life. But she always felt bad she could never make it to the premieres with him. He threatened to kidnap her and take her with him to the distant events but she insisted she needed to stay. She was almost done with school now though, and she was actually incredibly excited to get to go to this one even if it was still in California.

“I think I might be available ” she told him, raising her gaze once more to meet his own. He was grinning boyishly at her, fork poised in midair.

“Great. We’ll have to go dress shopping today then.” he said in his best imitation of a girl’s voice. Susan laughed and tossed a piece of crust from her toast at him.

“Okay god of thunder” she retorted in a mock Thor voice.

The premiere was magnificent. Susan was wearing a stunning gown that Chris had hidden the price tag of despite her efforts, and she was surrounded by beautiful people everywhere she turned. But no one more magnificent than the handsome man on her arm. Chris looked absolutely fantastic in his fitted suit, it really was quite attractive on him and it was driving Susan crazy, in a good way.

Susan hadn’t really known what to expect of the premiere but she had prepared herself for Chris needing to be everywhere at once, or taking pictures with other people but Chris never wandered far. He took his pictures when he had to and immediately returned to Susan nearby. There were plenty pictures taken of them that night as well. If they weren’t holding hands, his arm was around her waist, as if he was showcasing her to the world. He was the luckiest guy on earth and he was going to let everyone know about it.

The movie was even better than Susan had anticipated and she absolutely loved it. She felt like a kid again, holding a boys hand at the movies, sneaking kisses when no one around them would notice. It was a perfect night.

After the premiere, as they were in the elevator going up to their apartment, Susan started giggling deliriously. It had been a long night and she was exhausted but a thought had just popped into her head and she had to laugh about it.

“What’s so funny?” Chris asked, raising an eyebrow and chuckling at her.

“I was just thinking about your battle cry” Susan said innocently resting her head on his shoulder and rubbing his arm.

“It’s supposed to be terrifying, not funny” he teased her.

“But it’s funny anywaaaaays” Susan giggled again. “It was like Thor all over again tonight, you really are Thor aren’t you?”

“Maybe,” was all Chris would say in response, laughing quietly to himself.

As the elevator dinged to announce their arrival, suddenly Chris roared like a mighty lion (or a thunder god) and swept Susan off her feet. He carried her out of the elevator and impressively supported her weight with one arm as he unlocked the door before taking her inside. Susan was reduced to giggles as he did this, gazing up at his face as he set her down on the couch, landing carefully on top of her.

“How was that?” he asked her, smirking before he leaned in to kiss her.

“Terrifying” Susan murmured, smiling into the kiss and running her hands up his chest to his broad shoulders.

“Good….” after a moment he spoke again thugh it wasn’t exactly anything Susan saw coming in her sleepy state.

“I want to buy us a house” he said with gentle sincerity. Susan looked up at him in surprise but shortly after she recovered and grinned at him.

“Really?” she asked, resting her hands on either side of Chris’s face as he nodded, smiling at her.

“What do you think?” he murmured, brushing her hair to the side with surprisingly gentle grace for a man with such bigs hands.

“I think that’s wonderful” she murmured back, and pulled his face down again to kiss him. If this wasn’t bliss she didn’t know what was. Here she was making out with the man of her dreams, about to graduate from with a masters degree, and now they were going to have a whole house all to themselves.

“But there won’t be an elevator” she pulled away suddenly to remark. Chris just chuckled, cupping her face in his hand

“Babe, I will have an elevator built in if it means that much to you” he said with a grin.

“Ok good. Then I think that’s a really great idea. And maybe a pony…” Susan was incredibly tired and could no longer really trust her mouth to say anything right.

The two fell asleep, entwined together on the couch still in their fancy clothes, too tired to for coherent sentences or get up to change.

Two days later Chris had an interview with a talk show. What he didn’t know was that they got Susan in on it as well and had planned a little live segment where they talked to Susan at their apartment.

“Ao how hard we’re the work outs for these movies? I mean you had Thor and then Avengers shortly after. And this Snow White and the Huntsman movie where you are incredibly buff as well, does it ever end?” the interviewer asked Chris.

Chris smiled and shook his head “It really doesn’t but I enjoy it. The work outs are really hard sometimes but it’s all for my character and I like to put my heart and soul into my work. So I just do whatever they tell me and hope I don’t die in the process” he joked.

“I bet your girlfriend really loves that…” the interviewer teased. Chris lit up at the mention of Susan and he laughed a bit.

“Yeah she really does and that’s all I’m saying” he joked.

“Alright, well speaking of your girlfriend, Susan, you were telling me over the break that you guys recently decided to get a house together, correct?”

Chris nodded. “Yeah just the other day we talked about it and we both agree it’s a wonderful next step for us. I would have done it sooner but she really likes the elevator ride every day” he grinned. “I had to promise her one at the house of course before she would agree but in the end it worked out”

The interviewer laughed at his joke and shifted in his chair to prepare for their secret for Chris. “Well Chris, in honor of your obviously happy relationship and your soon to be first home together, we got a little surprise together. Susan are you there?”

Chris looked around expectantly but Susan was nowhere to be seen. Then Chris heard her voice and turned to see a screen with Susan’s smiling face on it.

“What in the world?” Chris was obviously befuddled and surprised. Susan had a screen of her own and giggled at him when she saw his confused expression.

“Hi baby!” she called waving.

“We’ve set up an in home interview of sorts for Susan, and since you guys are moving out soon, Susan’s agreed to give us a tour.”

“Oh… alright” Chris chuckled awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.

“You look nervous Chris, have something to hide?” the host joked

“I guess well find out” was his mock-nervous response. But Susan, who could read Chris better than anyone, could see there really was something bothering him, and she wondered what it was he was so nervous about. Maybe that fans would find their apartment? She really wasn’t sure but she was confident that he kept no secrets and this would just be a fun time so she went along with it. Susan showed them around the apartment, bantering back and forth with the interviewer with her as well as the host in the studio. Nervousness aside Chris was proud of the way she was handling herself on live television.

“Okay we’ve saved the bedroom for last” the host announced, straightening his cue cards. “Women across the world have been waiting for this moment - to see where Chris Hemsworth sleeps at night. We’ll get to that little treasure after the break!”

Chris took this couple minutes to try and convince the host and Susan that maybe they could skip it. Or just peek in and leave. But after only receiving jokes about what he had to hide in response, he knew it was hopeless. The commercials had finished. Susan was entering the bedroom.

“Susan, Chris seems a little on edge. Why don’t we see what he’s hiding in his sock drawer.” the host was only joking but he didn’t know what he was getting himself into. Susan said she was pretty sure he was only hiding socks but she would check anyways. As she opened the drawer, at first it appeared to be just socks like she said. But as Chris became quieter and quieter she wondered…. And then the man with the camera saw it.

“There’s something in there, in the back. A box” Susan reached back and pulled out a small black velvet box and suddenly she got quiet too. She turned to look at the screen of Chris’s face to find him frowning like he was worried or scared.

“Well open it already?” the host chortled, unable to see exactly what was happening.

“Or don’t….” Chris said with a pained smile.

“Oh come on” the host was catching on but wasn’t about to lose this opportunity for publicity for his show.

“Suse…” Chris said quietly to the screen. Words seemed to fail him and he shook his head. Being suddenly on the spot, susan panicked. And in her panic she dropped the box. It fell to the ground and burst open, a sparkling diamond ring blinking safely up at them from the velvet of the box. Susan’s breath caught in her chest and she could only stare. Everyone was silent, even the studio audience.

Finally it was Chris who broke the silence. “Well I was going to do this tonight… I was going to sneak us up onto the roof, make it real romantic… But I guess nows as good a time as any…um… Susan, will you marry me?”

Susan had tears running down her face, her hands covering her mouth in case she accidentally screeched or burst into song or yelled or something. After she was certain she had herself under control she nodded.

“Yes, yes of course.” which brought on a new wave of tears. She forced herself to calm down and said ”Can this interview be over? Send Chris home please” she wanted Chris to be the one to put the ring on her finger so she carefully picked the box up and tucked it safely back into the sock drawer.

“Absolutely, well we didn’t mean to ruin your proposal plans Chris, I hope you can forgive us. It seems like you have a lot of things to celebrate back home today so we’ll let you go. Thank you so much for being with us here today and letting us into your home. And again, sorry, but at least she said yes right?” the host ever the joker, quipped.

Chris just smiled and shook his hand. “Right. Thanks for having me. Youre just lucky I left Mjolnir at home” and having gotten the last word, Chris excused himself from set and from the building, as fast as he could. So many mixed emotions raged through him as he drove home as quickly as possible. He was angry that these tv people had managed to mess up his big event. But he was so happy. So wonderfully beautifully happy. She had said yes. They were getting married and they were getting a new home together. Even if it hadn’t been exactly as he planned, it still worked out in the end right?

Chris took the steps because the elevator was taking too long. He burst in the door and was immediately greeted by Susan leaping into his arms.

“ImsorryImsorryImsorry” her voice was muffled by her face hiding against his neck.

“Its ok,” Chris sniffled ever so quietly, blinking back the glisten in his eye before he let her go. When she looked at him doubtfully, he smiled. “Honestly, it is. Just let me do this the right way.” Susan smiled back and nodded. “I put it back…” she told him. So they made their way to the bedroom.

Chris retrieved the familiar box from the drawer and turned to her, getting down on one knee. He took her left hand in his, kissing her palm before squeezing it tightly. “Susan.” he cleared his throat a little “I… love you so much. Even if things never do go according to plan,” they both exchanged smiles, though tears were almost blinding Susan. “I can’t live my life without you in it. You are my rock, everything I am and do, it all comes back to you. I’m the happiest man in the world when I’m with you. Will you be my wife?”

“I said yes already!” Susan teased him, her voice shaky again. He smiled shakily back and slid the ring onto her finger. Then he immediately took her into his arms and kissed her with all the joy and passion in his body.

That night, laying snuggled together on the roof, Chris told her he had asked her dad when they visited, for his permission to marry her. Suddenly everything made sense, and Susan was touched that he had done that.

“why are you so perfect?” she sighed, tracing his jaw line, his chin, his lips.

“Im not… but if I was it would be because you make me this way” he said softly. And for a while they just lay there together, faces close, breathing each others air, Susan safely enveloped in Chris’s strong arms.

“I’m marrying Thor.” Susan whispered, grinning to herself. “Mrs. Susan Odinson”

Chris’s chuckle rumbled from his chest and he leaned closer to do his war cry in her ear — the quieter, significantly more sensual version.

Susan giggled and nuzzled her face into his neck, taking in his scent and his warmth, and the absolute perfection of the whole situation. The luckiest girl and boy alive were getting married. She looked forward to all the amazing trouble they were going to get into.

just a little update, im back home from vacation :] I basically just keep getting returning...

Sun, 17 Jun 2012 19:28:39 -0400

just a little update, im back home from vacation :]

I basically just keep getting returning customers which i love <3 so I have some sequels to work on. love you guys, haha

i still might mess around with some fun community fics but other than that i havent had any new requests in a while so if you could just keep spreading the word :} that would be super cool.

maybe i could have some kind of contest but i dont know what the prize would be… or what the contest would be… xD haha

I also have a friend who insisted on making all my graphics from now on so that I will stop stealing them off the internet xD so thats awesome. Check out her blog,

and i guess thats all :} send in requests por favor <3 or just chat with me. or whatever.

love you guyssss

Happy Birthday Rina

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 10:41:00 -0400

It was Rina’s birthday and her friends were taking her to a small, fancier cafe downtown to celebrate in the evening. Live music and delicious food were promised, and Rina was looking forward to a good time with her friends. Birthdays weren’t a huge deal to her but she loved spending time with her friends and having a good time with them as opposed to sitting around and getting a bunch of presents. They all dressed up and headed out, excited about the evening.

Rina had never been to this particular cafe before, but her friends kept insisting a really good band would be playing, though they refused to tell her who it was, under pretense that they couldnt remember the name. Unsuspecting, Rina laughed and shrugged it off, trusting their judgement in music.

They walked into the building together, laughing and chatting as they found a place to sit down. Her friend Matthew excused himself and disappeared for several minutes but this didn’t strike Rina as odd either and she just assumed he went to the bathroom or to order drinks or something.

She was having a good time with her friends. This was exactly the kind of place she loved, and she was just glad to get to spend it with her closest friends.

A few guys had been setting up equipment on the stage where the band would be performing. Then the promised live music arrived. At first Rina wasn’t really paying that much attention but there was something about the singer’s voice that was really unique and just as Rina was taking her attention away from her company and delicious food, the singer spoke into microphone.

“Good evening ladies and gentlemen. My name is Jackson and this isnt my usual band here tonight but we’re having a good time anyways.” His voice was light and cheerful, but smooth and suave and immediately caught her attention. “Its my understanding that somebody special is having a birthday today” he went on, smirking playfully out towards the audience before his eyes came to rest on Rina. “Rina, happy birthday! This one is for you” he winked and stepped back to play a song for her. Meanwhile Rina’s eyes had gone wide and she looked to each of her friends in complete shock as they laughed at her.

When the band took a little break, Matthew waved Jackson over and the man wasted no time sauntering over. Jackson moved as gracefully and slyly as a cat, dressed in his rather jazz-y attire with a fedora on his head and a friendly smirk on his face. “Hey birthday girl,” he said to Rina, going in for a hug. In shock, and thinking maybe this was a dream she would be waking up from any second now. When no waking up occurred she just laughed, staring at him in disbelief when he pulled away and thanked him for his wonderful song.

“It was my pleasure” Jackson insisted modestly, shaking his head.

“Maybe after youre done, we could all get a drink together or something” Matthew the instigator suggested calmly, sending Rina’s nerves into a fit again. This was Jackson Rathbone. Why would he of all people hang out with their little group of friends?

“Yeah, dude, that sounds totally fun” Jackson seemed to feel really enthusiastically about this and his grin made Rina feel like she could melt in a puddle at his feet.

After the gig was over, Jackson met up with the group again and they all ordered drinks together. He sat beside the birthday girl and somehow he had this energy about him that made Rina feel oddly at ease around him. He turned out to be even more funny and charming than she imagined, and in no time she forgot he was actually famous and just saw him as the gorgeous talented and charismatic man that he was.

Slowly, one by one, her friends made excuses as to why they had to go. Before Rina could even realize what they were doing, she and Jackson were alone.

They started talking about everything and nothing, music, a little of their past, how they both knew Matthew, pets, etc. Finally Jackson quietly asked “Hey, you wanna get out of here? we can go for a walk or something, its a beautiful night…” for once, here alone together, Jackson seemed a little timid.

“I would love you-i mean. to. I would love to.” Rina’s face turned bright red as she misspoke. Jackson chuckled, grinning but otherwise not drawing any attention to her slip. “Great” he said calmly and as they both rose to leave, he offered her his arm and for a second Rina imagined they were back in the 20’s or something, him in his hip jazz outfit, and her holding onto his arm going for a turn about the avenue. Maybe he knew how to swing dance too… but she was letting her imagination get carried away. The present was interesting enough for once, so she came back to that.

The night was perfect, not too warm, not too chilly. The two found that conversation topics came up with ease, and to Rina’s surprise they had a lot in common.

“You know…” Jackson mused as they turned a corner. “You’re just as great as Matthew said you were. Greater, even” he smiled down at her as she blushed but grinned up at him. “Well thanks” she said shyly, ducking her head with a quiet giggle.

The two of them strolled around the quiet city, until they came to a late night gelato place. Jackson paid and they shared a carton as neither of them felt like they could finish one on their own. Sharing gelato with Jackson of all people, the night continued to get better.

As they sat on a bench side by side with their spoons and creamy late night snack, Jackson said he was staying in town for a while. “Maybe… we could do this again sometime.” he offered. His dark eyes twinkled at her as she looked up at him and she nodded “That sounds great” she said enthusiastically. They exchanged numbers, and Rina grew excited at what this all meant.

Unfortunately the night had to end sometime, and reluctantly Rina admitted she should probably head home.

“Do you need a ride?” Jackson asked, but when she said she only lived a couple blocks away he insisted on walking her home. Instead of offering her his arm this time, he offered her his hand to help her stand up but neither of them let go as they began slowly making their way to Rina’s house. Eventually they came to stand at her doorstep, both reluctant to end the spell that had seemed to fall over the entire night.

“Thank you…” Rina started with slight awkwardness not sure how to say goodbye to him. She was interrupted by Jackson leaning in and kissing her lips gently with his own. Rina was fairly certain she might float away, she felt so light. She kissed him back, reveling in the softness of his lip, the slight pleasant bristles of his facial hair, and his musky scent. It was perfect.

“I’ll see you tomorrow” Jackson murmured, pulling away a little but still close to her.

“Okay” she breathed back, beaming up at him.

That night as Rina lay in bed, she couldnt get to sleep, because she couldnt get Jackson and his suave voice out of her head. And the promise of seeing him again the next day was almost too good to be true. It was most certainly the best birthday Rina had ever had.

im on vacation right now but i have william mosely jackson rathbone chris...

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 18:53:36 -0400

im on vacation right now

but i have

william mosely
jackson rathbone
chris hemsworth
community

fanfics to write

so i will write them, but like i said, vacaaaation :]

aw yeah zero requests i dont know how to bribe you into stimulating my creativity send me anything...

Mon, 28 May 2012 22:25:45 -0400

aw yeah zero requests

i dont know how to bribe you into stimulating my creativity

send me anything you want

crazy crossovers, hilarious romances,

send them to me

i will write them

I’d also like to apologize if you were waiting for a story that I haven’t gotten to yet....

Mon, 28 May 2012 00:04:32 -0400

I’d also like to apologize if you were waiting for a story that I haven’t gotten to yet. I got most of my original first-requests done I think, and I have one or two request prompts saved in my drafts. I will get to them I have just been working every single daaayyyy.

I still don’t know what im going to do about Jhutch sequels, sorry, for some reason I was just losing all my creativity when I tried writing 10 different stories about the same dude haha. so those are still on standby

So its slowed down a lot here, obviously. To change things up I'm currently accepting silly, strange, hilarious, and/or bizarre fanfic requests.

Sun, 27 May 2012 23:54:00 -0400

They could be cross overs of two different fandoms,

Related to songs

involve you controlling One Direction with your mind while they perform on So You Think You Can Dance

whatevs man

So send me ALL THE requests! Something fun with no pressure :]

Need You Now

Wed, 16 May 2012 14:25:00 -0400

Susan was expecting someone. She stood in the kitchen at the counter, typing away at her keyboard, working on her latest paper. It was dark outside, and the only light in the room came from the automatic night light under the microwave and the glow of her laptop. Two places were set at the table. One of the plates had been eaten off of and the other was completely clean. There was food set out as well, cold by now, abandoned half eaten in the dining room. Susan glanced at the clock on the microwave and sighed, her gaze turning to the meal she had prepared. Chris had promised he would be home early and she had warned him she was going to cook a meal that they could actually sit down to enjoy together. He said he would get dessert on his way home, and maybe a movie. And she had been looking forward to it. But about an hour after he said he would be there, she received a text message from her boyfriend that he was going to be late.

Susan understood that Chris had little control over his schedule, shooting his latest movie, but she had really been looking forward to having an evening with him. She had been so busy working on school, since she was getting her masters degree and he was so busy working on his movie, that their paths crossed a lot less than they used to. And they lived in the same apartment so that was saying something.

He still hadn’t shown up by the time she got tired of taking her frustration out on her schoolwork, so she changed and went to bed. Her thoughts kept her awake though, and for a while she tossed and turned. Until she heard the door of the apartment open and close quietly. Then she rolled over so her back was to the bedroom door and shut her eyes, pretending that she had been asleep the whole time. After a few minutes Chris came into the room, silent as a mouse. He changed his clothes and carefully slid into bed beside her. There was a few moments of silence before he whispered “Im sorry.” How he knew she wasn’t asleep, Susan had no idea but she sighed quietly and rolled over to snuggle up beside him.

“Its okay.” she whispered back.

“No it isnt.” he wrapped his arms around her and kissed the top of her head.

“I knew dating the God of Thunder, wasnt going to be all sunshine and rainbows” Susan allowed herself to smile slightly.

“Dont make excuses for me, babe” Chris sighed, rolling over to pull her close to him. “I wanted you to be here with me, so I should be here for you. And not go back on my word when I promise you something.” Chris felt completely horrible about what had happened. In his mind he was already thinking of how he could make it up to her.

Susan didn’t have anything to say to that, but she knew he felt bad and that was enough to ease her mind and she soon drifted off to sleep.

In the morning she awoke to an empty apartment. She sighed quietly to herself as she lay across the bed, hugging his cold pillow to her body.

When she finally decided she should get up and start working on her homework, she found a message left for her in cheerios on the table. “meet me at the park, five o clock” Her hopes slightly renewed she poured herself some cereal and ate her breakfast in silence as she looked over some scans of old books her professor had provided for her literature class.

Four thirty rolled around and Susan could wait no longer. She headed to the park, going for a pleasant stroll as she looked around, on the alert for Chris. After about forty five minutes of that though, she began to wonder if he’d forgotten again. Sure enough, she recieved a text from him and all it said was “change of plans x”

Furious, Susan jammed her phone into her pocket and stormed back to the car. How dare he ‘x’ her? After their little chat last night and the cheerios she thought maybe he was making a real effort but it was becoming clear to her that this may not be the case. She was angry at him, for constantly standing her up and lying to her. What if things didn’t change? She would have to break up with him… and that thought brought tears to her eyes as she drove back to the apartment, wondering when she should start packing her things. With all the emotions, she wasn’t quite thinking clearly and was rushing to conclusions. All she wanted to do was sit on the couch in her sweats and eat some ice cream now.

She took the steps instead of the elevator, hoping it would burn off some of her anger. By the time she reached the right floor she was out of breath, so at least that part of the plan seemed to have worked. She fumbled getting the key in the lock, but finally pushed the door open and stared in shock at what she saw.

All the lights were out, and there were candles on every surface. If there was a space not occupied by a candle, there were roses instead. The whole apartment was a dreamy, fragrant wonderland. And there stood Chris, at the table with a bottle of wine, a hot meal prepared on the table and waiting.

“Hey babe” he said softly, having been prepared ahead of time for her to be upset with him. “I’m sorry about that, but I had to get you out of the apartment” he gave her a soft smile as he crossed the room to her, sliding his strong arms around her and leaning down to kiss her. He was relieved when she relaxed against him and kissed him back.

“You’re lucky youre the god of thunder…” Susan finally said quietly, her voice trailing off in lack of a real threat, still in shock. Chris just chuckled and hugged her tightly.

“No, I’m lucky I have you to put up with me.” he responded “I love you Suse,”

“I love you too Chris.” Susan smiled, butterflies in her stomach at the way the words sounded coming from him. She hoped it never stopped exciting her.

“Come on, dinners getting cold” Chris said, taking her hand and leading her through the path of candles and roses to the table. After a delicious meal, they took their wine glasses with them to the couch and snuggled close together, no tv, no other distractions, just the two of them talking, touching, kissing.

Susan regretted ever even considering leaving him. He truly was the best thing that had ever happened to her and she was never giving him up.

It's Neele again and I LOVE the story!! Thank you so much, it's perfect! It turned out really great and it was definitely worth waiting for! THANK YOU! You should consider writing as your career you know. You are gifted! <3

Tue, 15 May 2012 20:22:13 -0400

Heyy I was hoping you were still around :D Im glad you liked it! I am so so sorry that it took so long haha, i dont know what happened to my brain :]

Thank you so much :] I might look into that!

A Surprising Turn of Events

Sun, 13 May 2012 23:18:22 -0400

After The Hunger Games premiered, and its success brought good things for Josh Hutcherson. He had been steadily gaining popularity since he was young but after the movie, it was like an explosion. Everywhere he went people recognized him now, girls had all kinds of signs and were always asking for pictures, not to mention the cameras that appeared out of nowhere. Whenever he least expected it, even if he was doing boring things like working out, they were there, photographing his every move. As long as they kept their distance he was okay though. But it was a little overwhelming for him sometimes. Luckily he had a few close friends and family to keep him grounded, or else who knew what could happen.

One of his close friends, who just happened to be his director, was throwing a little get together at his house to celebrate the success of their movie. He just invited a few members of the cast. Not everybody could make it, but Josh said he would be there. Jen and Liam were both otherwise engaged that night but a few of the slightly minor actors showed up. As they all sat down around the table together, the director introduced his wife, kids, and a girl Josh had never seen before.
“This is Neele, she’s from Germany,” the director introduced her as the girl shyly smiled at them. “She’s staying with us this year as an au pair,”

Josh took a seat next to her, curious about where she was from and what she was doing.

“I’ve always wanted to go to Germany,” he said as they all began to eat.

Neele looked over at him and smiled slightly “Its very beautiful there. But America is beautiful too”

Josh nodded in agreement before a thought occurred to him. “Has anybody shown you around?” he asked her.

“No… I just got here last week, so I was settling in, I havent had a chance yet” she responded.

“Well, Im not very busy this week, maybe I could show you some of the sights” he offered, smiling at her.

Neele ducked her head shyly as she considered it “Yes,” she decided “That would be wonderful, thank you” she said quietly.

After supper, Josh helped her clear the table and wash the dishes. Neele was kind of quiet but Josh didn’t mind and they had a nice simple sort of conversation as they worked together. Neele didn’t really know about Josh as an actor, so it was refreshing to just relax and have a chat with somebody new who wasnt focusing on that side of him.

“It was really nice meeting you, Neele” Josh said when it started getting late. “I was serious about showing you around so if you want to, call me sometime,” he smiled and offered her a slip of paper with his number on it. She took it, grinning and nodding her head.

“I will do that” she promised.

And she did. Not right away, because she was busy and forgot about it. By the time she remembered, she realized she had misplaced his number. Luckily it was a simple matter of going to her host, and asking.

“I thought you’d never call me” Josh teased when at last she had obtained the number again.

“Sorry” Neele said sheepishly “I lost the paper you gave me… but I have it now.”

“Oh, yeah I would lose my head if it wasn’t attached, so its all good I understand” he chuckled a little into the phone. “Did you want to meet up today?”

“Yes, I am not working today so I can go sight seeing, with you like you said” she reminded him, but Josh didn’t need reminding.

“Awesome, I can pick you up now and we can get some lunch and go for a little tour if you want.” Josh suggested.

“Sounds good” Neele agreed, the grin audible in her voice.

“I’ll see you soon!”

Josh took Neele to a small diner not far from the family she was staying with. “They have the best french fries here” he informed her as he held the door for her. Josh playfully stole a couple of her fries after they got their food and she just giggled at him, shaking her head.

After a pleasant lunch he took her for a stroll in the park, pointing out interesting land marks and some of the buildings as they walked by. “Today I thought we could ease into the sight seeing, save the big city for another day” he mused ‘What do you think?”

“Whatever you think is best” Neele smiled at him.

At some point during that walk, somehow Josh ended up taking her hand. It was just an easy transition and he didnt even really notice it had happened until all of a sudden she was squeezing and pointing at the ducks on the pond with such enthusiasm he couldnt help but chuckle as he grinned at her.

“WHy are you laughing at me?” she asked him quietly.

“Oh, no, Neele, Im not laughing at you. Its just. Youre a breath of fresh air for me, I love it. Its like Im seeing the city for the first time too, though you. Its nice.” he explained, smiling apologetically. This answer seemed sufficient, as the girl promptly cheered right up.

They ended up staying out later than Josh had originally intended but time flew by. He asked her plenty of questions about her life in Germany and she asked him about life as a big movie star, and all the big tourist sights in America which were unfortunately too far away to see them all right away.

Finally, as the stars came out, Josh took her back to the house she was staying at and walked her to the door.

“This was really fun” he told her, smiling. “Are you up for part two next time?” he asked hopefully.

“Yes, yes I am” and with that, she stood on her tippy toes and kissed him on the cheek. This action surprised both of them, as Neele was a little on the shy side and Josh had been planning on making the first move. Since she beat him to it however, he just smiled at her, his eyes almost as bright as the stars.

“Great. I will see you around then. Dont lose my number this time” he teased her.

“I’ll try” Neele giggled. Then the two of them hugged and Josh watched as she disappeared into the house.

i wanted to offer you hugs because i honestly DONT NEED you to write the story quickly, i love your writing and you take as long as you need and you take as long as you NEEEEED

Thu, 10 May 2012 14:02:34 -0400

Aw thank you! :] I do feel really bad though that Ive been in a bit of a funk lately. But I think slowly but surely Im emerging from the darkness! haha

Story of My Life

Wed, 09 May 2012 00:02:57 -0400

Once upon a time there was a girl who lived in The Heartland. She loved to write, and had quite the imagination. One day she thought to herself “I should write stories for other people, it’ll be fun!” and so she did. That girl set up her website and waited for the requests to pour in. And so they did. But one day that girl found herself hitting a mental wall. She didnt know why, or what was causing it. But every time she sat down to write, her mind went blank and no words would come out. “Whats wrong with me?” she moaned, banging her head on her keyboard. “I was doing so well!” And crying inwardly, she stared dejectedly at her lonely website. No one said a word to her. No one complained. No one said “whats taking you so long!?” But still she was very upset with herself. So she came up with other ways to try and get her imagination moving again. She read, she wrote with other people, she took a break on purpose. And every time she would go back to her story in progress, that wall would rise up like a large blank slate. No thoughts were passing here. “I will break you down, wall!” she shouted, banging on it with her fists - in her mind of course. “I will win this! I will write that story if its the last thing I do!” and though she may not literally have that dedication, she felt confident nonetheless that even though it had been over two weeks of this nonsense, and even though no one said a peep to her about it, and even though the story was practically half finished, some day soon she would defeat her mental wall and she would write that story, and move on with her life to the other stories waiting for her. And then she wouldn’t feel like such a failure, and she could stop beating herself up, and all would be right in the world once more.

You are literally the best. The best for real, for ever. Did I mention that you are super amazing and great? And also the best? Well. You are. And that's the gospel truth.

Tue, 01 May 2012 12:27:49 -0400

AW thank you :D you are so nice <3 I appreciate it

Got my 40th follower today!

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 23:17:44 -0400

Do you do One Direction one shots? Sorry if you've already answered this!xx

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 21:46:10 -0400

No worries! I dont know much about One Direction, but I also dont know much about Thor/Chris Hemsworth or Jared Leto and those stories turned out okay ;] So I could do a little research and if you were willing to help me out a little bit, I’d definitely give it my best shot :]

What Dreams Are Made Of

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 21:35:41 -0400

LA was where it was at. Anyone with the passion could go out to California and with a bit of hard work and patience, anything was possible. Thats what Brittany had decided to do after graduating with her degree in interior design. It was a big change but she had been planning it for years, by the time it actually happened she was prepared and able to handle a change of such proportions.

What Brittany hadn’t expected, was to run into one Josh Hutcherson at the grocery store one day. He had a cart stocked with things like boxes of macaroni, poptarts, and ramen noodles, and bottles of gatorade. After nearly running her over with his cart, Brittany had been unable to help but make some kind of comment about his very college student style haul. “You need a woman to take care of you” she said flatly, eyeing his cart with her eyebrows raised and a somewhat amused on her face.

Josh had laughed and shrugged, “Yeah maybe… is that an offer?”

Somehow Brittany ended up going to his house and cooking dinner for him and his roommate. After a little bit of encouragement from his roommate, Josh knew he couldnt let a girl like that just walk out of his life. So when he walked her to her car that night, he offhandedly mentioned a new movie coming out he wanted to see. His excuse had been his roommate refused to go with him, but he didnt want to go alone - needing to be taken care of and everything. Brittany had laughed at him a little but told him she would go with him. They exchanged numbers and it was all downhill from there. They hit it off and there was no going back. Within the month they were officially dating.

Josh made up for his helplessness in the kitchen by going above and beyond to be an excellent boyfriend. He was always surprising Brittany with little things and in turn, Brittany cooked for him on occasion and appreciated the things he did for her. For once she felt like someone really had her back. She felt safe with him. They balanced each other out.

Brittany had been working in retail to support herself while she was on the hunt for her dream job. She knew it would be hard work - it was all in her plan. But she finally found it. A popular designer was hiring an assistant and Brittany needed to have that job. She yearned for it with every fiber of her being. Josh encouraged her to go for it even though she hardly needed it. This job opportunity became the center of her life.

And then she got a call for an interview.

Right after she set it up, she called Josh and gave him the news. They celebrated that night, he took her out for a nice dinner and drinks and then they went back to her apartment and cuddled on the couch with a movie on but they were a little distracted by kissing each other that neither of them really paid attention. In all it was a perfect night.

But as the interview came closer and closer, she began to stress out about it more and more. Josh revealed he was a pro at back rubs and Brittany received plenty of those in the week that led up to her interview.

Finally the day arrived. Josh drove her to the designer’s office and waited for her outside. Before they parted he pulled her towards him and kissed her for good luck. “You look beautiful babe” he smiled, “And you’re going to be great. Good luck!”

She smiled and thanked him, kissed him one more time and then turned and walked into the building, the picture of confidence.
About an hour later, Brittany emerged again, not looking nearly so confident.

“Well? How was it?” Josh asked, going to meet her.

“Can we just go home?” Brittany mumbled.

“Yeah… of course.” he was confused but he could tell it was something he shouldnt press right now.

After they got back to her apartment, she went and changed into pajamas right away while Josh broke out the ice cream.

“Babe, tell me what happened” Josh said softly when she came back out of her room. She went to him and just hugged him for a few minutes and he held her close, rubbing his hand up and down her back.

“I think I blew the interview. I got so nervous, I just started panicking. And there were like 10 other people there” Brittany said sadly, hiding her face in Josh’s chest.

“heyy,” he murmured soothingly, “Its gonna be okay. If they didnt see how absolutely great you are, then its their loss. Another opportunity will come along. This is just part of your journey… everything happens for a reason. I know thats cliche, but its true. Everythings going to be fine”

“Thanks Josh” she said quietly, still holding onto him. She took a few deep breaths, taking in what he had said and then finally pulled away with a small smile.

“Plus I got ice cream for you, so you have to feel better with ice cream” he added, smiling back at her

“You are the best you know that?” she grinned and leaned up to kiss him.
“Yeah, I know” he teased.

After a lazy rest of the day with Josh, Brittany was feeling a lot better and accepted that whatever was meant to happen, would happen. So she put the interview out of her mind.

About a week later, having nearly completely forgotten about the designer job, she got a call. They had decided to offer her the job after all. It took everything in her power not to scream her acceptance into the phone - she saved that for when she called Josh immediately afterwards. He was nearly equally excited as she was.

After her last day at her retail job, she came home to her apartment to find roses and candles everywhere. Josh came out of the kitchen, wearing an apron over a suit.

“What is going on?” Brittany asked in a bit of shock.

“Congratulations” he grinned, and met her for a kiss. “I have been taking cooking classes behind your back, and to celebrate your wonderful success I have cooked you a delicious meal.”

“Oh my gosh,” Brittany stared at him for a moment before he just laughed and led her into the kitchen. The table was set with wine and candles and he let go of her to ditch his apron and put the food on the table.

“You are absolutely amazing.” she said in awe, sitting down when he pulled her chair out for her.

Josh merely kissed the top of her head in reply before sitting down opposite her.

“To you, working so hard to follow your dreams” he toasted, raising his wine glass.

Brittany smiled modestly “To you for being so wonderful and supportive”

Then, after sipping their drinks Josh leaned across the table kiss her again.

“I love you” Brittany whispered as their lips barely separated. It was the first time either of them had gone right out and said it and her eyes darted up to his, wondering if it had been too soon. But she was met with another smile.

“I was just going to say the same thing” he admitted and kissed her again ”I love you too.”

Date With Destiny II

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 23:53:35 -0400

Rina’s life had been going pretty perfectly. Only weeks ago Josh Hutcherson had publicly announced that they were dating, and on top of that she had been accepted to the college she wanted to get into. The downside to this was that it was still far away from Josh. She had made her decision before she’d met Josh and he had encouraged her to go where she wanted, assuring her they would be able to handle it. Every once in a while he sent her flowers out of the blue, or chocolates, once it was even a giant stuffed cat. He made sure she would never doubt she was constantly on his mind.

Her dream school was absolutely wonderful. Until news got out around the dorm that she was Josh’s girlfriend. Being a freshman and not knowing anyone there, she had no friends to go to or trust. It felt like everyone else was against her sometimes. There were the girls who avoided her altogether, and then the jealous girls who said hateful things to her, and then the annoying fan girls who practically burst into tears whenever she was around. She started getting a lot of hassle from some of the guys from her classes too, and as the weeks progressed, she began to become very overwhelmed, on the brink of depression.

Rina’d managed to keep these things from Josh for a while but it finally got to the point where she almost didn’t want to anymore. She just didnt want him worrying over her - he was so busy and she didnt want to be a distraction.

But finally Josh began to suspect something was going on, and one day on their usual phone call, he asked about it.
“Babe are you okay? You sound… unhappy. Is something up?”

Rina sighed, gazing at the cieling as she lay on her bed.

“Its just… everyone here knows me. From Ellen… and the internet” she said quietly. “And… they dont like that Im with you…”

“Rina…” Josh’s voice trailed off “Im so sorry” he went on at last. “This is my fault. I shouldnt have told anyone. Im going to fix this… somehow. I promise.”

“Josh its not your fault. Its ok, really… I just miss you” she rolled over on her side, rubbing her eye so she wouldn’t start crying.

“I miss you too. So much. Look, i gotta go but I will make this up to you. I swear. I love you babe.”

“Love you too” Rina murmured, wishing she could be with him and have him hold her and make all her problems disappear.

The next day on campus, a few guys with cameras were waiting outside for her. Excited by the opportunity for attention, some guys began hassling Rina on her way to class.

Just when she thought she would burst into tears, a familiar voice made her turn around.

“Hey, ass holes. Leave my girlfriend alone.” Josh pushed his way through the small group gathered by Rina.

Rina started crying anyways and threw her arms around Josh’s neck. He hugged her tightly to him, resting his face in the crook of her shoulder. “Im sorry, I never wanted this to happen” he told her.

“I know, i know. Its okay. Youre here now” Rina smiled, hugging him as tightly as possible. She never wanted to let him go.

“Lets get out of here” He murmured before softly kissing her lips.

Together they went up to Rina’s dorm. Her roommate was in class so they were alone. As soon as he had closed the door behind him, he pulled her into his arms again.

“Will you move to California to live with me?” Josh asked finally, pulling back slightly to look her in the eyes. ”You could move in with me and my roommate or we could get a little apartment. Leave this mess behind” he smiled slightly, hoping she would say yes.

Rina stared up at him, a bit in shock. When she thought about it, it all made sense. She could just transfer to school somewhere in California and be with Josh every day of her life. It made a lot of sense actually. “Yesyesyes of course I will!” she laughed, all her troubles melting away now.

Josh grinned from ear to ear and kissed her again. “It’ll be great” he said.

“It will be” She agreed, resting her head against his shoulder. Josh began to sway slightly and stroke her hair.

It took less time than Rina expected to pick up her life and move to California. They ended up getting their own place after his old roommate found a replacement, and life was back to being perfect again.

A few days after they had gotten settled in their new place Josh made an announcement.

“My movie premiere is this weekend…. and I need a date” he said slyly, resting his hands on her waist and pulling her towards him”I was thinking maybe I could take you out, get you a nice dress, and we’ll go have a great time. Movie premieres are always a blast” Josh told her, smiling.

“That sounds really amazing” Rina smiled back up at him.

So Josh stayed true to his word, and bought her the most beautiful dress they could find.

It was the best night of Rina’s life. She felt as if her whole fiasco at her old school had never even happened. She got to hang out with Jennifer Lawrence and meet her idols like Stanley Tucci that night, with Josh right there the entire time. And the best part was that this was only the beginning.

Hey =) I totally love your blog, you write amazing fanfics!! They are awesome! would you write one for me? I'm a big Josh Hutcherson fan and I'd love a story about him and me. I'm German but I'll be in the states for a year as an AuPair next fall. Maybe you can use that.. Idk, is there something else you need to know? I'm a pretty shy kinda girl... yea. Hope you'll write one for me, that would be amazing! Anyway, I'll keep reading your blog, I love it. Keep up the good work! take care, Neele <3

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 22:05:40 -0400

Aw thank you, you guys are all so nice to me haha <3 I really appreciate it.

I’m on a bit of a Josh Hutcherson overload right now haha, and I’ve been telling this to other people asking. Writing the same person over and over and trying to make it still new and different is giving me a little bit of writers block so the Josh stories are on a little bit of a back up right now. So, I would still love to write a Josh story for you, it just might take a little bit longer while I try and gather myself creatively speaking.

I hate to be lame like that D: but I didnt expect so many Josh requests haha. So keep reading :] spread the word if you can, and I will post everybody’s Josh stories in time. I just have to keep myself sane in the process ;]

I hope all my JHutch followers understand <3

Thanks!!